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Torn Asunder

from Heart In Remission by Caitelen

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lyrics

I'm not gonna let this go
You will have to wrestle me down before I do
I'm not sleep through this tonight

You think I'm so delicate
But I've been wrestling the same old demons my whole life
I'm not gonna lose the fight

Let's you and I
Grapple in the night until you bless this life
Let's you and I
Grapple in the night until you bless this life

I'm not gonna miss the way you tore me asunder
I'm not gonna dress these wounds
Let them scar me forever

I used to believe that all I had to do
Was hold a bullet down
Take a hit, push it back, and make believe

I thought it was so damn easy
Fake it till you even fool yourself
I've taken to bleeding inwardly

Let's you and I
Grapple in the night until you bless this life
Let's you and I
Grapple in the night until you bless this life
Let's you and I
Grapple in the night until you bless this life

I'm not gonna miss the way you tore me asunder
I'm not gonna mince these words
Cut my teeth on the candor

This is my new name
This is a new day

I will lay my head on a stone
You will fill me with dreams, with promises
I will climb into your arms
Fall into your love like a child, like a child, like a child

Ohhhhhh

Hold me down, hold me
Hold me down, hold me....

I'm not gonna miss the way you tore me asunder

credits

from Heart In Remission, released September 30, 2021
Written & Performed by Caitelen Schneeberger

Caitelen Schneeberger: Vocals, Synths
Jeremy McDonald: Bass, Synths
Mike Riddleberger: Drums, percussion
Will Graefe: Guitars
Aria and Violet Schneeberger: Ambient vocals

Produced and recorded by Jeremy McDonald and Jonathan Seale at Mason Jar Music, Brooklyn, NY

Co-produced and recorded by Caitelen Schneeberger at Bamburito Studios, Santa Fe, NM

Vocal engineering by Caitelen Schneeberger

Mixed by Will Hensley

Copyright Dark Is Light 2021
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Caitelen Santa Fe, New Mexico

Caitelen is a singer-songwriter, worship leader, multi-instrument musician, recording artist, and producer. She has released 3 studio albums and 10 singles.
Caitelen’s music often confronts themes of beauty in brokenness and hope in seasons of suffering.
 When she’s not making music, Caitelen is a mom of two and ministry partner alongside her husband who pastors a church in Santa Fe, NM.
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